When a trained hawk has made a kill, the falconer holds a small piece of meat in his glove between the hawk’s beak and the carcass. The hawk transfers its attention to the glove, leaving the game to be transferred into the falconer’s game bag.
“I'll hold my glove out and kneel on top of whatever it is that she's caught and killed," said Findley. "Birds are so visual that if they can't see something, it doesn't exist. She'll see my gloves, see the yummy thing, and hop up to the glove, and then I'll sneak the catch into my bag.”
Findley isn’t greedy, though, typically sharing the spoils with Nicey Melinda. She gets the squirrels and they split the rabbit meat. Pheasants, though, are all Findley’s.
For the many frustrations that can come with training and hunting with a raptor, Findley said he finds it interesting and fun.
“Hawks think so differently from us, so training them is fascinating to me. When I was sitting under the tree the day Nicey Melinda took off, I was trying to figure out what she was thinking," he said. "Why she did fly away? Had I not been careful enough or hadn't I gotten the right variables in the situation established yet? Why is she behaving this way? What do I have to do to elicit from this completely alien mind these behaviors that I want?”
Findley said the training relationship with a raptor isn’t about becoming the animal’s master, but rather connecting with it, then connecting with the wilderness that surrounds them both.
The falconer
Findley became a fully licensed falconer in 2019. He spends at least an hour every day with Nicey Melinda, often longer. For him, everything about falconry goes much deeper than just the hunt — it’s something sacred.
“I have days, especially in the wintertime, when I get depressed. Having a hawk to train or hunt with means I have to go outside," said Findley. "For that hour, two hours, however long, I’m totally focused on my bird, totally immersed in nature, and completely a part of the natural process of the wild in a very deep way.”
Findley said falconry has brought him to the highest of highs and lowest of lows with success, failure, pride, sorrow and loss. At times, he’s felt several of those emotions at once.
As part of American falconry, the birds are released back into the wild after one or two hunting seasons, ready to join the breeding population and prepared to be competent hunters. These birds are never domesticated — they become comfortable with their handlers and get used to their mews, which are game warden-approved hawk houses, but they remain wild as ever. When released they immediately return to their instinctive ways.
“Releasing my red-tailed last spring was, on one hand, kind of sad. I’d suffered and slaved for this bird for two years. On the other hand, I was very satisfied, because this is how it's supposed to be. I was satisfied but very quiet for the next several days," he said.
And then he began the process all over again.