Returning to Penn State
Making the best out of whatever situation in which she has found herself while uplifting others has been a skill developed by a lifetime of never being able to put down roots.
Johnson-Vegas said she remembers having to move from New Hampshire to Portugal just prior to her senior year of high school and how much she was devastated by having to leave the closest place to a permanent home she had ever known. When her husband was reassigned to Germany just before their youngest son’s senior year of high school, the family made a difficult decision to not join him.
With her husband headed to Germany, Johnson-Vegas was presented with an opportunity to return to Central Pennsylvania after being offered a job working for Penn State Outreach overseeing the startup of a new professional development department.
Now that she was a Penn State employee, she saw another opportunity — obtain her doctoral degree from her alma mater.
“While I was there, I was like ‘You know what? I’m here. I’ve got a bachelor’s from here. I love the University. I had already gone back to school and gotten my master’s degree and I am just everything Penn State. So I should just work on my doctorate and take advantage of the fact that I’m here and the time I would normally spend with my husband, he’s not here, so I can dedicate that time to something else,’” Johnson-Vegas explained.
She also took full advantage of once again being a Penn State student. Johnson-Vegas signed up to play intramural soccer, which worried her son — who by that time was a Penn State undergraduate student. He was concerned she’d injure herself playing largely against 18- to 25-year-olds, she said. After watching her play, he quickly became her biggest fan, cheering proudly from the stands.
There was one other student benefit she was more than happy to utilize.
“I could have had (football) tickets in the faculty/staff section, I could have had tickets in the alumni section and I could have had tickets in the student section because I was all three of those things when I was there working on my Ph.D.,” she explained. “And you know what I picked, right?”
She chose the student section, where they stand the entire game, leading to her not only supporting the football team at full throat as part of one of the largest and notoriously loudest student sections in college football, but also to take part in one of its many traditions — being tossed into the air once for every point Penn State has scored so far in the game after a Nittany Lions touchdown.
Johnson-Vegas said it was something part of her brain badly wanted to do while the remainder fixated on her fear of heights and lack of confidence that the strangers she entrusted to lift her would return her safely to the ground. Ultimately, she decided to go through with it, much to the delight of those seated around her, a group of students that included her eldest son.
“I was in the S Zone when they did that,” she recalled, referencing the block letter ‘S’ formed in a portion of the student section. “And I didn’t know this, but apparently, I screamed the entire time they were throwing me up and so when they finished and they put me down and as I was trying to gather myself, when I turned around the whole S Zone erupted and just started running over to me and high-fiving me. I was still in shock from the whole experience, but they were all excited. I’m thinking I might have been the first mom in Penn State history to do that!”
As thrilling as that experience was for her, she said, she remembers not being such a fan of it when her oldest son first came to Penn State.
“The first time I saw students doing that while watching a Penn State game on TV, I called him and I said ‘Let me tell you something, if I ever see you doing that, I’m pulling you out of school. That is the most dangerous thing in the world,” Johnson-Vegas said. “‘I’m not kidding, I will pull you out of school if I ever find out that you did anything like that while you were there because that’s horrible!’ And then, here I am up there working on my Ph.D. getting thrown in the air!”
Setting an example
Johnson-Vegas had begun working on a doctorate in workforce education and development because she felt it would allow her to not only continue to work in human resources in corporate America, but to teach in that field as well. As a graduate student, she was awarded the Penn State Achieving Woman award by the Penn State Commission for Women.
But as she was in the midst of pursuing her degree, her husband called from Germany to explain he received a new assignment — this time to Japan, prompting Johnson-Vegas to have to make another difficult decision.
“I was like, ‘I do not want to miss out on this opportunity. I do not want to be apart from him anymore,’” she said. “So, I left and joined him in Japan. I had done enough of my residency to be able to really, just basically be able to work on my dissertation. But in that time, he got orders again and every time you have to pick up and move, it just takes a lot out of you. It’s a lot of disruption and I remember thinking ‘I’m never going to be able to finish this degree because we keep moving.’”
Johnson-Vegas estimates her family had to move in and out of four different homes after leaving Penn State, a process that left little time for anything else. As a result, her Ph.D. pursuit was put on hold.
After her husband’s retirement from the Air Force, she finally decided she wanted to buckle down and finish her doctorate. But another surprise obstacle loomed as her husband suffered a heart attack.
“A lot of my time and effort went into making sure he was OK,” Johnson-Vegas said. “So, I was like, ‘I’m just never going to get this done,' and I was at peace because I knew he was my priority.’”
Her husband eventually recovered. With him no longer in the Air Force and her sons both grown and no longer living at home, the path was finally clear for Johnson-Vegas to complete her doctorate, although it wasn’t without others wondering why she felt compelled to finish at an age when most are contemplating retirement.
“I’m 61 years old and I have friends asking me why — they would be taking cruises and they would go ‘Oh, we’re going on vacation to such-and-such, why don’t you all join us?’ or, ‘We’re going out for a weekend here, you all should come with us,’” she explained. “I’m like ‘I can’t, I’m trying to get this dissertation done.’ So, I got it from all sides.”
Her motivation stemmed less from career prospects and more from fulfilling a promise to herself and providing an example of perseverance, she said, something Johnson-Vegas has forged through during a life of constant changes and unexpected challenges.
As she puts it, she was “nervageous,” a word she created meaning “having the nerve to make a decision and being courageous enough to act on that decision.”
“Nervageous is taking on that ‘thing’ in your life — i.e. a goal, a bully, a dream, an obstacle,” Johnson-Vegas explained. “Nervageous is about putting fear in your corner and using your nerves to propel you. Nervageous is having confidence in your ability to stand up and take charge; to dare that ‘thing’ or ‘person’ to get in your way; to accomplish that ‘thing’ you have been putting off; to take the necessary steps to turn that rock into a stepping stone.”
Now that she has completed her work and will return to campus in August to participate in the commencement ceremony, she said she's proud that she did not give up when so many others would have and felt justified in doing so.
“I don’t like to give up and I like to be an example,” Johnson-Vegas explained. “I like to be an inspiration and I really want to show our military spouses that they, too, can do this. Being a spouse does not have to be an obstacle for what you’re trying to do and for the goals that you have for your career and for your education.
“I also want to be that inspiration for people who are older who’ve always wanted to do it but heard ‘What’s the point? You’re older. Why put in that time and effort?’ So, it’s not just the inspiration, but for me, it was something that I wanted to do because I believe in it, and I also just believe in continuing education. I don’t think that any of us can have too much education.”